Same Old Pain
Patterns. One thing that I really hate about the life I lead. I keep falling into the same damn patterns, no matter how hard I try to extricate myself from them. As a 41 year old adult, I honestly thought I would have at least figured out a way to keep these patterns from happening. Although, if I have learned anything in the life I've lead so far it's that happiness is fleeting. It's there one minute and gone the next. So, when the patterns start all over again I fall into the same dark place that always accompanies it. Once again change has happened with our family. Our oldest child moved to another state to reside with his father and our youngest son has moved back in with us. My kids are in their 20's, so it's a lot different than when we were actually raising them. I'm trying my best. I really am, but I just feel like no matter what I do either my son or his father is upset wi...